happy ending

"i wish i could go back and change my past; so i can have a better today"




thats the words came out suddenly.

not that i regret my past. i just wonder who would i be today, if i do better in my past.

mungkin doctor ke aku sekarang?

who would i become if i make wiser decision last time.

how much money would i have now if start to save from the first salary that i earned.

what car would i drive, if i chose not to drive what i have now.

with whom would i be with if i met and choose the right person to give my heart to.



but


i am blessed to have what i have now.

job that give me the opportunity to meet people and travel around.

car that i pay with my own hard earned money.

enough cash to pay my bills and makes my parents happy.

be with people that i treasure so much.

and have a chance to love someone,

though its end not as like what i wrote in my own happy ending story.

(kering)

pernah tak korang makan nasi dengan kicap dengan telor mata kerbau?

terbaik kan?

pernah korang korek idung depan orang ramai?

tak kot kan?

selalu orang korek idung sorok2.

macam boss aku.

suka korek idung time leka buat kerja atau baca email.

bila aku ketuk pintu nak masuk dia berlakon steady.

mana ada orang korek idung terang-terangan.

macam buat jahat atau benda nakal jugak.

buat sorok-sorok.

supaya orang tak tau.

tapi, orang macam aku, aku akan tau jugak kalau korg sorok pun.

sebab?

ntah.

mungkin its gifted.

orang cakap memang betol

bad habits, die hard.

now aku percaya.

sangat percaya.

teruskan la korek idung tu, sbb orang tak nampak.

tapi Tuhan nampak.

sepak mula

lama tak tengok bola dari mula sepak mula (kick-off).

sekarang tengah tengok.

mungkin sekarang aku mahu mulakan semua dari mula.

macam aku tengok bola sekarang.