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Happy Merdeka Day !!!

Today is Malaysia’s 50th Birthday and technically I’ve celebrated Merdeka for the 22nd times.
Frankly, I can’t give the meaning of Merdeka other than “bebas dr cengkaman penjajah”.

Jawapan standard.

Basically, I defined Merdeka as freedom, peace and developed. Kita ‘free’ dr segala bentuk cengkaman termasuk ekonomi & social, hdup aman damai tanpa perang dan hidup dlm kemajuan. Itu definition aku utk merdeka.

Few weeks ago, while I was driving back, I listen to an advertisement on the radio about Malaysian contribution to the country. Then I asked myself
“Whats my contribution to the nation?”
....by Voting [not yet]?
....Be a nice citizen [I am]?
....Buy Malaysian products [sometimes]?
....Pay summons that I got [haven’t got 1]?
What did I do that actually help this country? Hermm…I’m clueless but I believe there must be something that I’ve done for the nation. [??!!!]

I know that I will definitely feel Merdeka, if I manage to graduate on time [insyallah…] (MY MAIN GOAL)

Me and few friends a.k.a classmates met a Career Counselor yesterday’s morning at the HEP. It was a 2 hours session and after the meeting I kinda certain with what I’m going to do after I graduate. We had to sit for a test “Psychometric Testing; Inventori Minat Kerjaya” beforehand. I believed that I’ve taken that test back in my school years ( Form 3 if I’m not mistaken) and I remember that Pn. Faridah (my school counselor) told me that teaching suit my personality. But after almost 8 years, I took the same test, I’ve changed. During the pre session [or initial?], I told her that I’m more to administrative and management kind of working field and surprisingly, the test result told almost the same. She did give several suggestions and I’m now know and certain on what my future career is.

it was a great experience for me as a counseling students where i actually to attend such session and get involved in the process.

I am now so eager to complete my degree program and start to join others in the ‘real world’.
But first, I have to make sure that I submit my Thesis this 24/9 and hopefully I do well in my final examination.

~Amiinnnn~

~our sunshine~

this naughty little falla is my cousin's son; Khalis Aiman. he is so naughty yet, he's the sunshine in our home...he's cute, isn't he? but hes staying with us until next week je..he always be sent to my house to be taken care off by my mom whenever his granny back to Jeddah to meet her husband whom working there...and his granma is coming back to town this merdeka....

gonna miss him....=)

p.u.t.u.s

perlukah aku setia menunggunya lagi?

perlukah?

kita begitu bahagia di musim yg lalu

namun kini...

aku telah d kechiwakan 3 kali dlm 2 minggu...

masih adakah kaseh diantara kita?

masihkah?

owh MAN UNITED....

kembalikan kaseh sayang mu~

kisah yg ta' sempurna

hello peeps..
i just got back from Samsons concert...
i'm not really a fan of SAMSONS,actually..but since my dad got 2 free tickets and 'insist' my lil bro n i to watch the concert..so we went la...it was fun..i had fun..a little..aku tau 3 lagu je kot dr byk2 lagu tuh...haha..saje isi masa lapang and release tension...the showcase held kat Dewan PGRM,Cheras..ayah aku escort sampai kat parking sebelum dier berlalu ke destinasi nye...

'ere are some pics that i took...maap kerna kualitasnya tidak begitu memuaskan..almaklumlah..pakai BENQ je kan?

dalam lift nk naik tingkat 4 (xtv biasa..naik lift tgkp gmbr...)

org kunin ni mmg kelakar nk mampus! ai like!

i stand a few metres la..but dlm gmbr nmpk jauh...tak jauh sgt sebenarnya...jelas kelihatan perut Bams yg sedikit buncit! tapi sore agak memuaskan...agak sanggeh suara dier..

opening act = Sixth Sense..

bukan niat hati aku nk merendah2 kan band Malaysia...but band ni lebey jerit dr nyanyi..aku ta phm ape bjk butir percakapan dier...layannn je la...! but there are some Malaysian band yg best...mcm Sofaz...i've watched their live performance mmg best...but this 1? adoii!

about 945pm..SAMSONS pon naik stage...i wasnt as excited as kakak kat belakang aku,ok? excited gile dier..apakah?siap buat review..aku tanak dgr sapa nama penyanyi dier da kawen ke blom..ok? aku tanak tau!

they sang few song la..but aku hny tahu lagu "Kisah yg tak sempurna", "For you", "Naluri Lelaki", "kenangan yg terindah". yg lain aku tgk org beriya2 menyanyi..aku ngn zarul tercangak jer...tgk gelagat org....there were few scence yg mcm hampeh..."their" people...so not behave ok? im proud that there were no malaysian yg buat perangai mcm tuh...i've seen on TV kalau dorg kat konsert mmg mcm ehem sket..but now i've seen myself..sah! soheh! c'mon peeps....just enjoy the show but still jaga adap dan tata susila,ok?

ni bukan Bams, but ....

byk gmbr Bams je kan? that was because he's the only 1 yg aku kenal..yg lain..belom smpt nk tau lagi..hehe..but then aku ske kat guitarist dier..if im not misktaken 2nd guitarist kot..Erik..hes so kool! plus hes playing guitar..(well ..i like those who can play that instrument...)

abis daah.....

i had fun..tak la FUN..but ok la...at least i can forget the works that i've left behind for a while...

Free ticket = 2

Air+ Mentos = RM5

Parking = RM3

MetD = RM 17

Minyak kete = RM20

Sakit kaki = tak ternilai.... =)

almost...

i almost give up!

i hate math..
i hate anything related to math..
i don't like numbers..
i hate everything about numbers!

mean?
mode?
median?
standard deviation?
frequency?

SPSS?
Excel?
Graph?
Tables?

WTF!!!!

demit!

g.n.i.s.o.l

well...

got nothing to write about actually...

=(

CALL sucks!

Week 4 of my final semester is nearly come to its end. Its Wednesday. No class on Thursdays. I need to complete the first assignment for CALL [Computer-Assisted on Language Learning]. For now, I’ve handed in 2 assignments – Personal Dev. Journal for Adolescent and Human Development class and the other 1 is Reflective Journal 1 for Family Counseling class. Those assignments were easy meh! This assignment that I supposed to do ni mcm ibab! The issue is I don’t know where and how to start!

I have to evaluate English Language & Learning Website..what? We need to submit it this Tuesday 7th August. Dem dem dem!!!!

Its August already!!!!!!!! Time flies faster than I thought… there are about 10 or 11 weeks left before I sit for the final exam and after that I am a free man! [or girl?!]

Wow! Its been 5 and a half years…1 year and a half for Pre Degree and 4 years for Degree..lama siot! kalau kawin da ade sorg anak kot dah…

While my other friends [course mates and classmates] busy fill the application forms for posting la, Poli la, Teknik la I still don’t know where my ‘Quo Vadis’ is..hehe..tau Quo Vadis tuh ape? Ha..tak g lagi Module 2 Sabtu lepas…it’s a Latin words for Hala Tuju… I don’t want to teach and I want to further my study and work at the same time…but..ahh…tak tau la…I want to work..but then I want to study..how? I don’t think I can do 2 things at the same time…macam baca buku sambil makan la..mana boleh…makan sambil sembang atau tgk TV boleh..atau baca buku sambil dgr lagu..ha tu boleh..tapi sumpah takkan masuk pale otak..back to the issue…aku tanak mengajar because I know that I’m suck! Cannot go…ok..i have plan…tapi tatau la..

1. After final aku nk apply PTD…kalau dapat, aku akan teruskan…
2. Kalau tak dapat, aku akan apply Master:

a. UPM – Master of Educational Administration atau Master of Human Resource Development.

b. UM – Master of Strategic and Defense Studies [yg mana akan mmbantu aku utk g pekse PTD kali ke 2 nnt..=P ]

c. UiTM je la..amek je TESL…payah sgt…

Kalau kedua2 benda diatas tak dapat..baik aku kawin je..senang!

tapi Thesis kena siap dulu...Atip da leh amek jubah da...tak jadi..aku kena masuk gear 4 dah ni...cepattt!!!!!

Da…sambung buat keje…
Tata~