live is so short

i just got back frm my best buddy's home. her mother pass away yesterday's evening. so me and my other 5 good buddies had a trip to rawang. it was so sad. her mother wasnt ill or anything. its like a sudden death..thats the harderst thing..she hadnt prepare to face this..there was no sign or anything...

it makes me wonder. am i fully prepare to face things like this? am i ready? to leave my family? or be left by my family? i dunno...but i do know that there are so many things that i have to do...i need to do...many things that i want in life..i want to further my study, wanna buy my own house next to my parents', work, there are so many things...i still want to be hugged by my parents, still wanna tell them how i love them so much...i guess i should tell them everyday how much i care...i also think that everybody should pursue whatever u guys wanna do before its too late...we'll never know...but i do know that its too late for me to tell something to somebody..i got the chance..not once, not twice, but i blew it...i'll never know when will i see him again..but i guess....in this life..THERE ARE THINGS BETTER LEFT UNSAID...

do what u want to do before its too late....

p/s:i am leaving KL for Penang..i'll bring something and i will share somoe good news later...daaa~

roger N out!

my kitty kitty cats

i have new kittens; Gigsy, Ronny + Gabby. they are 4 days old..i wanna share some pics here..my dad disallow me taking the pics, but i secretly took d pictures..sadly, 2 of them will be given to my neighbour since my mom taknak byk2...susah jaga...herm..poor them...poor the kittens' mom oso...

Mommy kitten + the babies

this is my fave; i named him ronny

gigsy

this is gabby

kitty kitty cats...so sad they will be saperated ..soon...

Elliott Yamin - Wait For You

it's official, this song by Elliott Yamin (American Idol) is my fave song at d moment..
i like him so much since d american idol..plus..his last name is YAMIN..haha [wink wink]...come..sing along!





[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

^^father's LOVE^^

I think ppl can guess what I’m going to type by just reading the title rite? YES, father’s love.
My daddy just got back from Sabah. As usual, he will always bring something as ‘ole-ole’ for us. And as usual also, I get my super duper delicious Cadbury Turkish-Delight and Hersheys Nugget..yummy..not only that, he bought me perfume..theres nothing strange about that but he seemed to know that I need new perfume to replace the old one that almost finish. I didn’t ask him to buy it..but he bought it. Like what he did last month when he bought me a new lappy to replace the old 1. I didn’t ask for it…but he knew I want a new lappy.

" thx ayah.."

My daddy is a busy man. He needs to travel a lot especially during this time; mid year. He has to travel from one airport to another, doin, I do know..his stuff..he almost has no time for the family. But when he does have it, he makes full use of it. I rarely say to him that I miss him, but I do. But, I don’t want to complaint since I know that he work for us. Especially me who always have something to buy..hehehe..dun blame me..He spoiled me.. Im not saying that my father ‘tabur’ the money to show his love. NO! But he told me once that he’s frm a poor family and did have enough education. That is why he wants me to study sampai PhD and he tries his best to give me and my lil bro whatever we want. Sometimes, ppl might see me as an ungrateful child bcoz nvr appreciate things bought by my parents. I do..i really do..but, well…my parents knew that I am not a person who show so much affection. Its hard for me to say sorry or thanks but deep inside…I knew they knew…its just ppl who don’t know… Every year especially raya or bila dpt bonus or wutever la, he will make sure me, mommy and zrul buy wutever we want 1st. his needs will come later. That’s why I respect and love my daddy so much. dia akan dahulukan family before himself. I hope I’ll meet some1 like him… I know I might sound so materialistic, but..well..=P who doesn’t?

"this is my fave guy"

I used to think that I was overprotected. I am not like some of my friends yg simply can go wherever they want. But when I grow older and I wiser =P , I know they did a good job! I am what I am today because they 'rantai' my kaki…they still do actually..but only now, I feel comfortable about it..I feel loved and I know they want the best for me. I hope I can tell every teenagers out there that parents make many rules because they love us..they want to protect us frm 'terjebak'…yeah..some ppl say that learn frm mistakes..but rmmbr..ade mistakes yg bila kite buat tak leh patah balik…that’s wut our parents trying to do…protect us frm making BIG mistakes that we cant turn back…

Lastly, I LOVE AYAH & MAK…muahhhhh! Thx for ur patience in handling my tantrums…

jom sopping esk...!

song dat made me cried -S.I.L.LY M.E

this song is actually means alot to me..eventho d lyrics of the song takde la kena mengena sgt dgn perjalanan idup aku ni..but the song reminds me of one incident that happened last year punye raya cina...hehe...how i regret it... =(

white + pink flowers

hola!
i just wanna share sth bout my new sandals..[or should i called it slippers?]...i bought then few days ago in Bata, JJ Wangsa Maju..when i first laid my eyes on them, aku suda suka! suka! suka! suka!however,i had to wait for 2 weeks before i can put my not-so-beautiful-feet on the sandals. Its because i dont have enough monet at that time..the sandals cost me rm69.90 but i only had RM 30 in my wallet. Then, my mom promised me to buy it when we reached kampung since my dad gave 'RM' utk we spent kat kg...sadly, bila aku g Giant, Manjung..tada plak lagi..adik tuh kate "tak sampai lagi kot..." huh! keciwa...then i have to wait one more week..balik frm kg pun my mom didnt have time to accompany me..when my dad got back from indonesia baru la g beli..excited nye aku dpt kasut nih..tak la grand sagt pun but its so cute! white + pink flowers...i laik...

"my mom said its not appropriate to wear this sandal to school"
"isnt this darling cute?"

aku sgt sayang nk pakai since its white...but my mom forced me to wear it kalau tak tayah beli dier kate...

but...bila aku pakai..i realized that this sandals tak match sgt dgn kaki ku yg sedkit gelap...hermm...so i refuse to wear it laaa...my mom didnt know that aku kind of regret jgk la bought this sandals..ye la..beli dulu beriya2 nk beli..sampai masam2 muke..nak dan dan tu jgk..bila da beli?

one lesson that i learnt, sometimes, in life, apa yg kita sgt suke and adore tak suitable utk kite..its cute but kaki aku plak tak sekiut utk di padankan dgn kasut tuh...then i end up regret...herm..boleh relate tak dgn apa yg aku cube sampaikan? [hahahaha]

Pepul dat i miss...

Time + Distance + Commitment separate US!

MGT^10 Gurls

Deary Nazi, Syzn, Farah

:::T Y A:::

Jane & JD

Pjoi & Ira

@@@ My Deary Classmates @@@