rest in peace

Counting the day.

Yes. Its what I’m doing.

I’m going to start my first job this Monday. I’m nervous, happy, and numb, blur thinking what im going to face this Monday and the days ahead.

Scary!

Stepping into another phase of live, it really scares me.

I have to be or act like an adult now. I now have responsible that I need to carry on my shoulder. Erkk..! Am I ready?

This is what I’ve been waiting for – to work, earn money to be spent..tho not spend it lavishly but at least I can finally buy something with money that I earn. So we’ll see what is going to happen.

This morning I read shocking news after iramok gimme a called.

Heath Ledger passes away.

Shocking!

He was the last person I’ve ever imagine to commit suicide. not even close in my list. I thought it’s going to be Britney, maybe? (tho she’s my idol)

Heath was, in fact, is one of my fave actors. He’s charming and so sweet. I like his curly hair, his sweet smile, his sexy accent and his manly deep voice. He found dead in his apartment – naked. Overdosed is the cause of death. It may caused by the depression, give up with his own life or maybe the excitement of taking those drugs – foolishly taking his own precious life.

R.I.P

so peeps, pray for me and wish me luck! i really need it, seriously!

later~~~