at the cutting edge

"measure FTE"
"100 million"
"capital reserve"

"profit ranking"
"balance capital requirement"
"market value"

for me those words sound so boring and i felt like slapping my own face during the meeting.

im not interested to hear those.not interested is one thing. i dun even know what they were talking about!

yet, i need to.

FYI, i was the one in my class who hate math and economics and whatever things related to the family.

i hate math. i really am.

but now, im dealing with figures , indirectly.

can u imagine, i, me, gonna sit for Fundamental of Financial Planning end of this month? and there are 6 other financial planning thingy modules need to be attended and have to sit for the papers

and guess what?

IM GOING TO TEACH THOSE!!!!

figures babes,figures...numbers..calculator...present value, future value.

dem!!!!!!

now, im like..reading books like FINANCIAL FREEDOM,
working with those financial analysis tools..

i dunno who i am now.

im confused!

im not myself anymore.

GOD!

please God, bring back the old me.

***can i just be a singer?