so long 2007...

Gosh! 2007 almost come to its end. Are we ready for the new adventure? Am I ready?

My 2007 was just as the same as my previous years. it’s the same thing; there are times im on top of the world and the next minutes,..hell! My year full of ups and downs but whether I like it or not I had to go thru wutever come before me. Maybe I handled things differently in 2007 – im not the same person as compared to few years back, in terms of my attitude and my maturity, ofcoz...

I just couldn’t believe how fast this year would end. I felt like it was just yesterday ( itu tipu..) I went to my teaching practicum in early january; having those kiddo calling me by the name of Miss Farah, cracked my head out thinking what to teach for the next lesson, traumatized by several other incidents in school. In a blink (tipu lagi..), last semester came and I have to deal with lots of quizzes, assignments and tons of presentations and wut not.. well, I was stress out in completing my thesis- still, I had fun (fun but stress) especially with my ex-classmates- enjoyed our last moment as students. however, I never tot I have to deal with this pain; leaving my ‘family’ in Section 17, living with memories, bitter sweet memories that I’ve collected for the past 5 years..especially in 2007. Its funny, im missing each and every1 of them. I nvr miss so many ppl at 1time in my life. funnily, I am, now.

In 2007, I also learn the true meaning of f/ship whereby friends are like stars. Eventho they are far away, but u always know that they are there. U just need to look up in the sky and you’ll see them and u know that they are always there. Meaning, we dun have to be with them every time. Its enuff knowing that they care and they are there for us. Tho, there are time I felt abandoned, ignored, isolated – but, they felt the same too. They tot Ive changed, and I tot they were the one who changed, but we all did, didn’t we? Anyhow, I love them so much and thanked them for treating me like sisters, helping me tru my difficulties and care.

I change my mind.

2007 is the best year ever.

1.1. I graduate

2.2. I make new friends who become my kewl great friends

3.3. Better life

4.4.i become more independent

5.5. i have more love

6.6. Tons of kewl, hot, great memories

I actually nvr have specific resolution, but I hope this coming new 2008 would bring so much fun, adventurous yet fun experience that would mold me as a great individual who can contribute to myself, my family, my religion and my nation. Meaning…. GREAT JOB WITH GREAT MONEY!

and…

Maybe lose a couple of kgs… hehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEEPS!!!!

wanna piece of me? ~~

hot, isn't it?

pjoy mok made it for me (requested by me lah...)

its so paris hilton and my shameless britney...

luuurrrrvvvveeeee it!

thx, PIMOK!

pemergian

Ikan gapi saya mati!

Pagi tadi sekor

Ptg tadi 3 lagi pergi meninggalkan saya keseorgan.

Ikan2 tersebut lah peneman setia ketika saya berchating.

Bagun pagi sy beri mereka makan

Ptg juga…

Sblm saya tidur kadang2…

saya sedih…

Tidak lagi!

Ayah ajak pegi beli ikan lain…

Saya beli ikan Emas!

RM1.80 sekor…

Saya beli 4 ekor; 2 hitam, 2 oren – ayah bayar.

Kini saya kembali ceria!

dissapointment

Merry Christmas – of course to all my Christians’ friends (if only you guys read this..heh).

Its almost new year, 2008. I’m turning 24 next year in October, and guess what? I still have no job! Isn’t that nice, peeps?

This morning..or should I say almost afternoon? (wutever..) I went to this restaurant with my parents, having our brunch. I noticed 1 figure that is familiar to me. She is a friend back in secondary school. I don’t remember her name since I’m not very good remembering people’s names. But I knew her. I am so sure that she doesn’t recognize me (I’m totally different person now - much presentable, maybe? =P ). she’s not really a friend, but schoolmate. I don’t remember talking to her back in school. If you curious, I was not an approachable person and I was a person who don’t mix with other people..(if u understand what I mean). But im not anymore…. =) And why am I typing this was because she drove a nice car…yes, a car and I assume that is her own car. I don’t know but my instinct said that was hers. That particular person was not a “student” if u understand me and I believe most teachers would never believe she’ll have what she have now, compared to me and my other friends…A JOB and money and to buy things like car, maybe? I come to know also that she has a pretty great job too! That makes me wonder, she didn’t even get into university and at 23 she seems comfortable with her life… and me? I drive car given by parents, jobless, RM60 in my purse and once again JOBLESS! Why should I waste my precious 5 years and at the end someone who didn’t even get 1 A in her SPM has a better life than mine? Am I complaining? Am I whining? Yes I am! yippy!!!!

You guys might think that I’m such ungrateful spoilt brat or whatever, but if you are in my shoes right now, you might feel the same! Why didn’t I just work after school and don’t bother to get into university and have to pay RM26000 debts to PTPTN ? Am I happy? I even have this thing in mind – im- gonna- get- my- master thingy when I don’t even know what I want at this point! I’m frustrated! I really am! dammit!

Its nothing, peeps… I called this self-reflection, maybe? And I wanna share it you~~ =)

goodbye, you.

i feel like cryin'.

thousand of reasons for my action.

i think i just wasting my freakin' time.

goodbye, you.

sisterhood of the travelling pants

hari ini hari sabtu.

setelah mengalami sangap pada hari jumaat, hari ini tidak lagi. aku telah ke OU untuk menonton National Treasure 2: The Book of Secret [ke salah tajuk tuh?] dgn seorg kawan [ye kawan.. =P ]. cerita yg menarik! sape yg minat nicholas cage seperti aku, must watch!

after the movie, me and a friend went to MPH. and i bought "The Second Summer of the Sisterhood". yeay! i loike! i started to like it since i watched the movie "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants". i tried to look for the book tapi tak jumpe...last2 i got it jugak..given by Pok ngah chachat last year [time kaseh pok ngah...]. so this time i bought it myself. ade 2 lagi siri buku ni..i cant wait to read this book that i bought, so that i can buy yg lagi 2 tuh..hehehe..yuppy!

i'll read this tunite!

cant wait to buy these two books!

doakan ayahku memberi duit saku padaku start dr hari isnin,ok?

nak baca buku..

tata~

hari ini hari jumaat

haluuuu...

hari ini merupakan hari kesangapan yg melampau2 buat diri ku. owh..sebelum itu, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua. berbalik pada apa yg aku katakan tadi, aku sangap. sangap atau kata lainnya adalh bosan tahap tak terkata. aku tatau mana dtgnya perkataan tersebut yg mana aku agak pasti tidak terkandung dalam kamus dewan, (jika ade, do tell me). kenapa aku sangap?
1. kerana aku tidak kemana2. hanya melepak dirumah dek kerana kesusutan nilai ringgit.

2. ayah aku ada urusan. so aku duduk2 sangap.

3. adik aku pon keje..tada org nk lawan cakap or main tendang mahupun bergaduh.

4. mak aku bz layan bunga2 dia.

mak aku sgt la suka bunga2 or pokok2 kat depan rumah aku tu. maybe dah takde kerja, so dr mak aku layan aku yg sedikit gila adalah lebih afdal dia tgk bunga2 dia tuh. i would say that my life sometimes is so boring. im not the one yg suka sgt keluar lepak2 mamak with friends and plus i have no friends pun yg suka lepak mamak like others la. shopping mall? i do like shopping mall. but lebeh menggemibrakan kalu pergi dgn mak dan ayah sbb i can buy something. with friends, hermmtgk waynag ok la..or layan bowling. but my parents disallowed me to go out hari2. its not like aku ni anak org kaye kan nk kluar hari2.. hehe

so, my typical day like this...

i wake up and take bath. depends kul baper aku bgun, if its early then ill have my breakfast. if its quite late aku just skip breakfast and wait until 12pm to have my lunch. then ill lepak2 tgk tv with my mom or online. then watch tv again and online again. or kalu mata aku bagai di gam2 ill take a nap and wake up at 5 and watch tv...itu je..sampai malam..boring isn't it?
if i have a pretty good mood, ill help my cook or if im so malas or mood tadak, aku akan tgk tv je...selalunya tadak mood masak la kan? hahahha..

so i do really need something to get my hand busy or something. aku nk keje...kenapa tada yg sangkut lagi eh?

dammit!