F.L.A.W.S

flaws.

whos perfect?

nobody.

you are not perfect.

they are not perfect.

she isn't perfect.

he is not perfect too..

why am i complaining if i am not perfect as well?

i want to stop worrying about my future because i want to live in the present

though i know today will affect tomorrow.

but WTH.

life is short, buddies.

live your life.

i want to live my life and stop complaining.

i am so pleased to have what i have now, and what i used to have then.

i am happy to be far from him.

i do not want to worry anymore.

peeps, cheerish whatever things that you have and stop worrying to much on tomorrow.

what will happen, will happens.



my friend (you-know-who-you-are),
you have what you are supposed to have, now.
WE have what we are supposed to have now.
Tomorrow?
HE will surprise us. Aren't we love surprises, babe?




------i am going up to Genting..again! Its not gonna be as exciting as last April since frodo will not be up there.

so Mister, wait till i go down.....

aggressive itu akukah?

aggressive.

pernah orang katakan kamu agrasif tak?

aku, pernah.

dan org itu adalah boss aku sendiri. ya, si Assistant Vice President itu.

aku tidak pernah merasakan aku seorang yang aggressive. jauh sekali.

aku rasa aku sering mengikut telunjuk dan arahan orang saja. semengomel mana pun aku, aku tetap aku turuti perintah.

adakah aggressive itu sesuatu yang buruk?

si dia juga bila diomelkan perkara ini mengatakan "yes, i think u r quite aggressive at times. sometimes....."

WHAT????

dimanakah ke aggressiveness aku itu? dimana?

adakah kerana aku suka bercakap mengikut hati apabila diberi peluang berkata2?

adakah kerana aku bertindak melulu?

adakah kerana aku selalu mengeluarkan kata2 kesat ketika memandu?

atau adakah kerana aku tanpa segan silu bergambar dimerata2 tempat tanpa menghiraukan orang sekeliling?

apakahhhhhhh?

diri ku ini aggressive?

terukkah kalau being aggressive?

* friday please come faster.

no walking, i want to run...

i cant wait.

Man United is coming to town.

the best part and most importantly is...

he's coming too.





***its been 20 days since i last met him.

june is leaving soon. july will come in no time

i want so many things is life. especially now; after being a young career woman with little income of my own.

new clothes
new shoes
new handbags
new shoes
more new shoes and
more new clothes (especially since i gain few kgs these days)

and i want him too

yet i have doubts;

if he is what i need

do we really need 'us'

he may thinks about it as well. maybe. i never ask. i never will. he never tell.

maybe i need time to breathe.

he may need it too.

because i feel suffocated. he is, too. maybe. because i am.

i am waiting not-so-patiently for june's salary.

my baby, hang in there. mama will come and buy you.




*** i'm sorry for me.

july please come as soon as you can

for her

...for both of them

***mode: mishing frodo. next week please come faster.

frodo dia, sy precious

1.Ape perasaan anda sekarang?*rindu*

2.Saya nak makan?*meatballs kat IKEA*

3.Saya tak suka?*buat keje*

4.Impian saya?*mencapai impian*

5.Haiwan yg saya tak suka?*itik (jgn tanya knpa)*

6.Saya harapkan?*semua berakhir dgn sempurna dan baik*

7.Jika boleh putarkan mase?*saya tidak akan makan banyak*

8.Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?*dah kahwen dgn anak2 yg comel, wanita berkerjaya yang cemerlang dan suami yg sgt syg pada saya*

9.Handphone saya adalah sebuah?*alat bantuan mengajar*

10.Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?*sekali*

11.Saya suke pada?*kedamaian*

12.Kawan2 saya?*berkerjaya dan kesayangan saya*

13.Pernah dikhianati?*pernah kot?*

14.Ape yg anda hendak lakukan terhadap org yg mengkhianati anda?*khianati dia balik (hahaha..tipu)*

15.Senaraikan 6 org untuk di tag *aida*bulus*ngahaha*nina*liyana*tya*

kertas putih

aida tagged aku. but dont feel like doing it. maybe later la k?

update.

for those who still do not know, i am not have been transferred. tak pegi jauh. tempat yang sama. cuma lain section.

dulu - full time trainer.

skrg - administrator cum trainer.

maka, aku lebih bnyk buat2 keje office. tukar portfolio.

banyk duduk opis and project. slalu stayback. slalu balik rumah after 7.

tapi aku suka.

i like the things im doing now. tak kompelin.

=)