Thursday, December 13, 2007

tudung - kerja - saya = apakah?


Alhamdulillah, I am no longer a student. I got my result last week and I am quite pleased with the result. The most important thing is my status now is TAMAT. I was so relieved. And i am so happy coz i got A- for my thesis. berbayar jugaklah usaha aku! thank you Puan Leele.. =) akan ku kenang tunjuk ajar mu itu... *hugs*


I went to my skool this morning to get my mini transcript and official letter from the faculty. I am glad that everything is over. Now, all I have to do and worries me the most is finding a job. A job that is totally on the different path from my qualification. I am a tesl bachelor degree holder but my interest is not there! ive sent my resume here and there but tataulah..mcm mereka tak interested je..becoz the position that I applied mcm tak kena..=P I applied for Human Resource Executive, admin la, general clerk la or something like that la.. huhuhu and I am still waiting from SPA manalah tau kot2 panggil..tapi mcm takde byg pon… I am quite worry jugak since my other friends ade yg da panggil g interview..and ade yg dah start keje! Apakah? Apakah usaha aku tak cukup? Apakah?????? I need job!!!!!

Dun ask me why aku belajar tesl sedangkan aku tak suke teaching…ive answered this question many times…it was becoz I have no idea yg aku tak bley teaching! Its not like my SPM result sucks..SPM aku bagus, ok? I was so sick when ppl tot org amek tesl sbb SPM teruk! Dun u ever dare saying or even dare to think like that! Ppl choose tesl bcoz their passion for English! And teaching…not bcoz their spm result sucks ok?? I tot I can do dis, but after teaching practicum, I realized that I was not meant to be a teacher…but something else…so I wish and hope I can get something that I like! Pray for me too peeps!

i heard couple of people saying that "nk jadi PTD ni kena yg santek2 and kalu boleh dia tanak yg pakai tudung, rugged2" WT...? perlukah? i know that im not that pretty, but i know i can and i am qualified, ok? kenapa? org pakai tudung tak bley rugged? pakai tudung takleh bersama2 menjadi part of government ker? org pakai tudung tak boleh buat decsion? bagi pandangan? tak berkaliber? apa yg membezakan org pakai tudung and tak pakai tudung? anyone care to tell me?

anyhow, im still hoping that theres a chance for me, pagi duk test pun dah cukup ok, since i know the tests quite tuff and ade byk stage..but im willing to try and i wanna challenge myself...but if they dont let me and dont want to give me a try, their lost! i know that I AM GOOD!

but, now im desperately want a job, at least buang kebosanan inep..tulunnn....

6 comments:

irArOx said...

hahha..sape ckp mok xcantekk?? meh aku siat mulot die. ngehehehe.. kje oh kje..ble ko nk dtg.. T_T

pjOyrawks said...

bsemngat skali mok! sape ckp tesl tuk org spm trok?? #!@!#!!! hopefully by early nextyer da keje kn mok kalu x aku ingt nk jadi pnyanyi jela..tu je yg aku kuat slaen ngajo! ngeeeeee!!

ezwarazali said...

@irarox:aku santek eh? awww.. =P

@pjoy:sgt semangat!mok jgn jd penyanyila ujung2 thn ni..nnt banjior..mok jadi pengurut peribadi ronny sude.. =P

Fairuz said...

izinkan nak berkomen ye..

er..yang PTD tu mungkin sebab dengar cakap² orang je kot...tapi kan setiap orang akan melalui ujian² yang disediakan..so, rasanya takde kaitan dengan pakai tudung atau tak..ermm..tak try mohon ke PTD..?? not enough confident yet??

er...saja tumpang lalu sebenarnya...

ezwarazali said...

@zuriaf:already applied for it...tapi tak panggil lagi la..duk pekse pon belom..i really hope i get the chance very soon..heheh..

Ngahaha said...

jadi pelakon...!! tak lama lagik prof razak mohaiden nk cari pelakon utk watak bini pie dalam nana tunjang 3.. wa mesti layak punyeeee.. hikhikhik... lucu tak?